hi,

march is over.

YES! i feel like some kind of weight has been lifted off on me, now that march is just another month in the calendar.  this year, was a horrible march. everything sort of exploded in my face.  piano sucked badly, and my mom went mental. absolutely and completely mental [nothing new loll], this and that, and blah blah blah blah blah.  damnnn, its been a  LONG MONTH ... and im so glad its over, timeee to move on, thank you very much.

the end

okay. im updating again. don't fall down in your suprisednessss. today was as usual boring. really really really boring. but that's nothing new, school is always boring mhm. nothing much happened. it was an odd day so i had english, french, and world geo. in english we just talked and talked and talked and more talking. our peer counselors came [ariel and kim] and they talked for about half an hour. GOSH my phone went off in the middle of them talking and i have the HELLOOOOO MOTO ringtone. so in the middle of class it goes off and everyone looks at me ... who at the moment is on the floor trying to pick food out of my braces. haha yeah. as if the people in my english class don't already think im weird. i think they think im gay. like seriously. because i wrote that paper on gay marriage once and shirley and i are ... hahahahahahaa. lets just say eccentric :] so yeah. but ariel gave us chocolate making life all good :].

then there is frenchhh. the classss of frenchnesss. before cassie bought me a cookie which means i was very sugarhighhappy during french. still french was tre boring. we took a test and then we watched get this ... pasport to paris [marykate&ashley]. hahaha it was the funniest thing ever. gosh i miss them before their anorexicdrug days. and then lunch which is boring as always. we took some pictures which i may post up haha i actually have a lot of pictures to post but im too lazy. then there's world geography one of the boringest classes the world has ever invented. i acquired some gossip from that class which if i told you guys you would not understand, so thattt kindasorta made my day happier. but thats about it.

after thattt i stayed at school until like 5 because i was going to do track but then i freaked out and didn't and hung out with laveen, stewart, raquel, and jarren [sp?] instead. yeah we sat in front of the library and had some very interesting conversations about very interesting and disturbing topics. GOSH WEIRDOS. annndddddd yeah i didn't very participate much. hahaha i was doing one of my quiet listening things. mhm i basically wasted two and a half hours after school doing nothing but listening to some weirdosss talk and being very very cold.

and that is my day in a nutshellllllll. i may have the most boring life ever? but its kind of fun posting on xanga again. SEE YA LATER YO YO YO'S :].

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haha i look fat

i woke up really really late and had to go to school in glasses .O.

we're library bumsssssssss

shirley [right] looks a bit like crystal in this one

we look like geeks.

franny. nitsan. jessica.

me and my "japanese" friend

blackstar and whitestart. dont ask me, they are the weird ones.

hahaha we look so asian. even katieee

hahaha apple sauce !

haha ive apparently reached my "limit" so now im using imageshack pictures

we're high and bored. i remember one time at her house she gave me this candy and i got so high, we were literally rolling on the floor laughing our asses off at nothing and alex called and was like WOAH your much more crazy on the phone. and im like PFT im crazy everywhere, you just haven't seen me crazy yet.

shirley and her sexy sexy sexy shirt

hahaha reid laughed so hard when he saw this, i thought he was going to have a stroke. laveen and my toberlone, WHICH SHE STOLE !

myyyyyy ipooood :[ :[ :[

hallooweeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnn

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hahaha yeupppp there are some pictures.

and you guys probably aren't even reading thisss ... ahhhhhhhhhh

i love you

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one two three ... story of my life ...

woah im back on xanga. haha this is all laveens fault. she made me all xangamemoryifsh. k so i have so much to say. its been a while since my last update ... august 31 [crystal's birthday. look at the piggie !]. lol. kimberly and everyone's been ragging on me to write every day. obviously i haven't. there really isn't much to write about though. my life is pretyt much a big boring blob. wake up, eat, go to school, eat, go to class, sleep, eat, go home, piano, flute, eat, eat ,eat, sleep. the end.

hahaha i dont know. im being depressing. life kind of sort of sucks right now. my moms all blah [as always]. LAKGSHLASHG yeah its kind of like that. some days its the best ever, other its like i don't even know what im doing anymore. like my parents get mad over hte smallest tiniest things, big blow up in your face your so stupid i can't believe your my daughter mad. and then when i do something really wrong they don't do anything. it scares the shit out of me. sometimes i think that my parents are crazy.

i don't know schoooool too. sometimes school is really good, other times it sucks asss. whatsss wrong with me? lol. i bet you guys are all like DO YOU HAVE FRIENDS LILLIAN??? DOES LILLIAN HAVE FRIENDS??????? sort of. they aren't as great as you retards but they are there and they sometimes just make me miss you guys more.

there's laveen, as you guys all probably already know. you know the mean, funny [at least YOU guys think so], retarded, pretty, korean, asian hater one. she just left. she's the one who lives like three minutes away from me [walking]. she's also like the "bad" influence haha. she came allllllllllll the way from korea [OMG]. but she hates koreansss and asiansss im supposedly one of the exceptions because im cool [and because no one else likes her hehehehehehe].

and then theres this girl called katie who is really coool. annnnnnnndddddd amanda my mushu buddy, and adeeeeeee the leader of our band [adee and the adettes] and the cutest nicest person ever.  there's also lauren and reid. a

and lets see ... there's ariel, my girlfriend ... heh we've been together since january ninth. mhm TWO WHOLE DAYS. we're destined to be together forever and ever becaues we were made for each other :] hahaha she's a fellow flute player  who befriended me and likes the calling [YAY] sarah mclachlan [AH !] buffy the vampire slayer&angel [!!!!!].

annnnddddd shirley, my chinese sex buddy ... who is the most wierdest retarded person i know.  sharpie sex. mhm mhm yummy yummy.  and then there's cassie the really really really talll sophisticated french buddy who looks like she's 20. 

then there's the story of alex. haha who hasn't heard that story? well anyone who i didn't bother talking to. so yeah not much. girl meets boy who happens to have gone to faith [.O.]. girl likes boy. boy says he likes girl [?]. boy and girl get together for like three months [my longest relationship EVER]. boy gets distant and girl worries, receiving quite a bit of gray hair in the process, before deciding that friends is the best way to go. i dont know. my new conclusion ... boys = bad bad bad news = stay away. hmmmm yeah. so im going to die a virgin now. me laveen and crystal. virgins is the way to go. . i think i really did like him. a lot. the good parts were actually really really good and made me wish that it would never end. but then there were the cold parts where i just wished we were just friends so i wouldn't worry about everything. yeah. but its over now. and im over it. friends. friends.  blehhhh i remember when i was al lblah about him. tracking kimberly down and bitching to her. haha december sucks ! lets erase that from the calendar too. marchhhhhh and december . WOAH. bad months. screw boys lol. there really isn't anyone in oak park that makes me stop and turn around just once more. wel lthere is ... but im not oging down that road because that makes me saddddddd :[ :[ :[ :[ :[ :[ :[ :[ :[ :[ so im shutting up.

okay okay okay happier topic ... ooo winter  break.

i went to ...

italy !!!

without my parents !!!!

for a week !!!!

for winter break !!!

HAH so now i can truthfully say i had a better break then you, because i did.  wellllll first it started out bad because i lost my ipod [UGH !!! my new video ipod which i just got for christmas] on the plane in switzerland. at least i lost my ipod in style yah yah? yeah. it sucksss now everytime i see someone at school with an ipod blasting [LIKE EVERYONE] i get this feeling like dammmnnnnn :[ :[ :[ :[ ::[ :[ :[ :L[ but moving on to happier thingsss ... um. okoay in italy. i ate so much. i swear i gained all the weight that i had lost this year back. so i went from sortakindamaybeontheway to skinny, to fatfatfatfatchubbyfat :[ . but i shal lwork that off [cough not cough]. the food in italy is soooo goood like i don't care if i get so fat i explode.l its sooooooo goooooooood. i would go back and just eat. and gelato. ugh the gelato is so goood. yeah and the spaghetti. hahaha ahhhh soo good . heaven. hahahaha k moving on because now im hungry again and i already ate all the food i have in the house. i did sightseeing . my cousin gave me a tour of rome in three days. yup. that means we walked a lot and a lot and really fast and everything was like okay this is the pantheon and this is the colosseum. hahaha yeah and then during christmas we ate a lot [again haha]. after that we went to a snow mountain. my cousins skied. i ... stood around and looked cute in my snow clothes :]. hahahahaha aannnnddd my uncle was like ... you don't talk much lillian [during the snow mountain time when we were waiting for my cousin on the ski lift]. and i was like NO SHIT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU GUYS ARE SAYING HALF THE TIME because they speak italian and shanghainese and i speak mandarin so yeah we're kind of bleh on the speaking thing. english haha. the international language. okay back to my trip ... um. that's about it. it was just so beautiful there. rome is like UGH i want to go back so badly. its so beautiful. haha there's also no age limit on drinking. so my cousins go out and get drunk and their friends get high haha off topic.

the guys there too ... OOOOHHHHH LALALALALALALA. move over ireland, italia here i come. the accents. the faces . hahahaha but they smoke alot which is really bad. hmmm my entry is so off topic lol i pity anyone trying to read this. theyre probably going HUH?!?!?!?!?!?!?! hahaha yeahhhh. so that was my winter break. hm nothing else to write about. just schoooool sucksssssssssss lol. someone rescue me ! i don't know. i dont really like it right now. i want to go back to faith baptist ... or at least find that one great great great friend. but i dont htink i will because ive already found the greatest friends in the world and i keep on comparing them to everyone i meet and the people i meet don't even come closeeee ... :[ :[ :[ so yeah. anyone want to come to oak park and rescue me?

i miss you guys so much. its not even funny. i was looking through your myspaces and all your comments about daily life and i was like wow ... im not there for this. and i get all sad and shit. ugh. why do you ugys have to be so loveable? BLEH.

hahaha wow i just went from my life sucks [parents] to my winter vacation in italy and now im back to my parents. well no now im in the oak park bitchiness mood. i kind of sort of really do dhate it here. its like a stupid little bubble and im stuck inside. everyone's so fake ... steoreotypical. like the asians are all smart. the punks are all punky. the preps are all preppy. the inbetweens are all inbetweeeeeennnnn. i guess im stuck in the inbetween. everyone's fake here. not everyone. my friends are all wonderful and hopefully real. but most of the popel are all fake. OMG SHE'S SO UGLY OMG I AGREE OMG OMG OMG OMG WE NEED TO GET MANICURESSSS .... OMG ! ugh it scares the shit out of meeeeeee. i wish i could just be in a normal place. and also this place is so depressing becuase no one is here ... im all alone. and when we have like breaks i can't even go anywhere with you guys because im stuck in OAK PARK. gosh i hate it here. i really do. i wish i had that one one one one oneo neon eon eon eon great friend. then life would be so much better. but i don't. hahahahahahahahahahaha okay.

im done. haha do i have anything else to say? no no no ... i don't think so. i think i am going to try to update daily now. so yeah ... xanga is fun. this is fun. it kidn of sucks i didn't update before. there were a lot of things that happened that could have been writte ndown. ehhhh regretnesssss hahaha. welllll that's basically what happened all three months.

k im back on my parents now. its xanga . bitching time. my mom is like .. ugh its near theory cm so yeah major major yelling time. she's like lillian if you were stpuid i wouldn't push you so much. and im like WELL I AM STUPID. but its like everything has to be perfect. what an asian ..... ahhhhhhh let me be asian right now ... I HAVE A B IN SCIENCE. I need an A to get into AP bio. so yeah major stressing. thats actually why laveen was over today ... to do exxtra credit with me. what did we do instead? go on xanga/myspace/ and watch lost. ahhhh lost is such a gooooooodo shoooooowww. woooowwww i lovelovelovelovelovleovelovlovelvlove it. hahaha lvoe. ahhh i miss crystal. bananas ! hahahaha and jamaica me crazy. i miss all of you guys. kimberlyyyyy my gossip buddy and my wife. and jessica ... ah and anna ... and amanda whose birthday is coming up hahaha [15 !]. and all those people i don't get to see. did you know i haven't seen the faith people since homecoming [except kimberly and rochelle] and all the nobel people since harry potter ... that is soo sad :[

i wish i could liveee in the valley. or go to lausd school. stupid stupid stupid oak park. haha how many times have i said that? a lot yeah. lol. okay im done. like really really really done. lol absolutively done. maybe i'll post some pictures later. i love everyone so much.

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ps: ... a secret? a guy is making me all blah right now and he doesn't even know it because he doesn't even know im alive or even notice me ... or doesn't like me ... not even as a friend

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stupid boys.

um ... HI? lol i havent been here since july ... ? lol. wow xanga. wow. okay today was ... the first day of high school. O.M.G. lol. and no it wasnt wonderful, great, fantabulous, and no new lifetime friends were made. instead it was horrible and a mess. my schedule was messed up and i ended not having a fifth period. lol yay?. and i got lost. oh joy. annnddd i talked to a total of three people. three. one. two. three. its so ... hard? lol yes hard. i know blah blah blah lillian's whining again. but it really is! like first of all everyone has friends already. they like ... they're all paired up in their little groups and cliques and best friends forever and all that crap. and im the loner lol. second-ly, every class is different so its hard to actually make a really good close friend if you dont already have one because the people change every class ... and ionno but i personally think its really really hard to make one of those really special best friends that can be your twin that way. i hate it. lol. so yeah thats my day. yay. didnt i have the best day ever? hopefully it'll get better ... yeah? and ill make friends? yeah?

god i hope so because i heard somewhere that life is hard enough with a best friend. and ionno im a clingy person. i HAVE to have somethere to support me and all that shit. remember dependency crystal?!???? gahh im never going to make it in the real world. or the grownup world ... or w/e lol.

heres my schedule (:

concert band. 7:20-8:20
period 1/2 (english/science). 8:30-10:10
NUTRITION. 10:10-10:20 < TIME TO CALL ME!!
period 3/4 (health/pe). 10:30-12:05
LUNCH. 12:05-12:40 <TIME TO CALL ME!!
period 5/6 (french/algebra II).12:50-2:25
support 7 (?). 2:23-3:10

not sure about the concert band or french yet cuz they screwed it up (: yay for lillian.

at least i dont have eto wake up that early. so real smiley face (:

blah bla hblah lol. i updated. there!

love you people who put up with me through my shit, lillian <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!. your the bestest friend ever (: ... I LOVE YOU! AND lol i hope i can see you sometime soon or ill go and kidnap you and refuse to return you (: gahhh i cant believe im going to have to go through another four years without you. this is NOT fair. lol NOT FAIR i demand a FAIRNESS CHECK! hmph stupid unfair life. anywayss HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL! I LOVE YOU!

two months and 19 days since my last update.

wowww and here i use to update every single minute. haha look out lillians back on the xanga craze!  new year new school. oh goddd that is the scariest thought ive had since everrrr.  high school is so scary ... speically since its a new school. haha im such a lonerrrr >< its already been 3 weeks and i have no friends at all. ionno the people in my class are ... hmmm they are more of the rich popular types ... not who i am so im stuck staring at the wall like a retarded person for the whole class. no wonder im friendless lol who'd make friends with that weirdo staring at noghint?  yupyup this is lillian the loner that is typing now. they should write books about these subjectss ... HOW TO MAKE FRIENDS i would buy that book no matter how much it costs. anywayssss ill stop boring you guys with my pitiful problems and bore you guys with my survey. so i decided to copy manda and refill out an old survey i did to see how much i changed. 

here goes nothing:

[ .001. ] first name: Lillian- haha my name is still lillian ... [ .002. ] middle name: Ye S- Ye S? goshhh i was weird ><  [ .003. ] last name: Ma- yeeeeup still ma ... or mo according some people ... [ .004. ] nickname(s): Lily- retardo, miss suzy, lilly, weirdo, dumplingssss [ .005. ] gender: azn- ASIAN FOR LIFE! [ .006. ] birthday: June 5 1991- still june 5 1991 ... [ .007. ] height: 5'2" or something like dat- 5'2 ... i didnt grow >< lets js say 5'3 shall we? [ .008. ] hair color: really dark brown ... like black brown- PINK! ... i wish still black brown [ .009. ] eye color: dark brown- yeeeeupppp .. goshh i havent changed a bit [ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: stupid glasses o-o- where are my contacts?????? [ .011. ] do you have braces: yeah- still there >< [ .012. ] is your hair long or short: middle- sigh still middle ... i need a new style [ .013. ] where were you born: LA- LA [ .014. ] current location: LA- my house yo! ... la [ .015. ] zodiac sign: gemini- gemini [ .016. ] how many languages do you know: english & mandarin- same [ .017. ] what laungage do you want to learn: italian- french mi amour [ .018. ] bad habits: i cant concentrate on da things i need ta concentrate on- haha same ... and some newer onessss *shifty eyes* [ .019. ] piercing you have: one on each ear ... well used ta hab, but it split mi ear on two and i needed surgery- still same [ .020. ] piercing you want: well ... i dont want it anymore so imma not tellin- huh ... i wonder what that was ... well i want three in one ear and two in the other ... everything else hurts too much lol [ .021. ] tattoos you have: none- one on my back =] haha jkjk still none [ .023. ] today: wednesday- FRIDAY! [ .024. ] today's date: july 21 2004-july 8 2005 .. woah almost a year [ .025. ] the time: 10:07 pm- 10:50 pm creeepy same hour [ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: i gess-*groan* F A M i L Y [ .027. ] mother's name: linda-still linda [ .028. ] father's name: michael-still michael [ .029. ] brother's name: none-i have no brother [ .030. ] sister's name: none-i have no sister [ .031. ] favorite aunt: um ... dont kno her name but mi aunt on mi moder's side since i onli hab two aunts one on each side ... and i dont really kno mi oder aunt- haha woah long answer. li wei [ .032. ] favorite uncle: uncle ping shao ... haha dat sounds so weird-same i guess [ .033. ] favorite grandparent: um ... both?-i love all four [ .036. ] worst relative: none?-i barely even know any relatives [ .037. ] best relative: all ... but i dont hab many relatives so dats not a lot-all i guess [ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: sum days yes and da oder days no.-hahahaha sometimes i do sometimese i dont [ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: pshh yea right, and the world is flat.-is the world flat yet? P E T S [ .040. ] do you have any pets: yea-yeeeup [ .041. ] what are their names: i dont kno -fish 1, fish 2, fish 3, fish 4, fish 5 [ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: fishies -fishy wishy S C H 0 0 L [ .043. ] are you still in school: yeah -yeahhhh [ .044. ] did you drop out: havent yet- not yet [ .045. ] current gpa: i donno ... 3.9? 4? probably 3.9 like-3-4? [ .046. ] favorite grade: A-6th and 8th grade =] [ .047. ] least favorite grade: F-7th grade ... [ .048. ] favorite teacher: koff-mrs koff, mr kim, mrs melton [ .049. ] least favorite teacher: greer-mr messeijer [ .050. ] favorite subject: n/a-historyyyyyy [ .051. ] least favorite subject: english-health [ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buy and bring-both i guess [ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: not dat i kno of.-nope atheltic retarded [ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: yea-yeeeup [ .055. ] are/was you popular: uhuh and ur da king of england ...-hah right [ .056. ] favorite dance: wats a dance?-um ... [ .057. ] favorite memory: last day of school-still the last day of school =[ so saddening [ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: um ... any memory dats not mine?-haha what kind of question is that? [ .059. ] least favorite memory: saying bye to frends-saying bye ... i do that a lot =[ [ .060. ] most humiliating moment: five seconds ago-when someone stole my skirt! and ... lol i can list forever F A V 0 R i T E S [ .061. ] number: 2-TWO! [ .062. ] letter: L-i dont have one? lol [ .063. ] shoes: shoes? i js wear dem- i like converse ... and boots are hot too [ .064. ] saying(s): m'aimer pour qui je suis-yeah w/e my answer was last year ... [ .065. ] TV show: do you really want me to tell u cuz we'll be hea fo a long time-i adoreeeeeeeee tv =] RUGRATS! [ .066. ] sport: basketball-volleyball and swimming [ .067. ] vegetable: potato-POTATO! [ .068. ] fruit: strawberries & cherries-strawberries and watermelon. yumyum [ .069. ] movie: walk to remember & pearl harbor & ocean's 11 & three kings-save the last dance and crazy/beautiful ... and some more i guess ... omg THE NOTEBOOK! definately ... oo collateral ... okay so long list lol [ .070. ] magazine: seventeen & teen ppl & ppl-guitar legends, ap, rolling stone, seventeen [ .071. ] actor: Colin Farrell. Viggo Mortenson. Orlando BLoom. Tom Cruise. George Clooney. David Boreanaz. Chad Michael Murray-colin farrell, tom cruise, rusell crowe, adrian brody, george clooney, ryan gosling, ... yeahhh and some more people [ .072. ] actress: Drew Barrymore and Sarah Michelle Gellar-drew barrymore, rachel mcadams ... and some more people lol [ .073. ] candy: everything cept licorice-twix! and starburst [ .074. ] gum: eclipse and juicy fruit and extra-eclpise and juicy fruite [ .075. ] scent: as in ...-sweet pea and cucumber melon and vanilla [ .076. ] candy bar: twix-twix [ .077. ] ice cream flavor: coffee and chocolate chip mint cookie dough-the same ones ... [ .078. ] color: pink and black- PINK and black .. .same [ .079. ] season: spring-springgg gossh im boring [ .080. ] holiday: Christmas-my birthday =] [ .081. ] band: linkin park, hoobastank, maroon 5, and many more-green day, mest, gc, simple plan, linkin park, staind, and many many many MANY more [ .082. ] singer: sarah mclachlan and usher-sarah mclachlan, butch walker ... and i repeat many many MANY more [ .083. ] group: evanescene-whats the diff btwn group and band? [ .084. ] rapper: emimen. 50 cent-eminem and tupac. eww i liked 50 cent? [ .085. ] type of music: all ... and wen i mean all i mean all ... cept fo like classical :(-rock, punk, grunge, skater, indie, angstemo, r&b, rap (only eminem though), and some hip hop ... basically everything [ .086. ] thing in your room: stuff-my picturessss and cd player =] [ .087. ] place to be: in bed all alone wif mi thoughts far away from ppl-my bedddddddddd all alone with my thoughts far away from people [ .089. ] tv channel: i surf and watch-fuse [ .090. ] junk food: chips-who eats that anymroe? [ .091. ] overall food: seafood & soup & potato & pasta like food-clam chowder yumym ooo and pizza =] [ .092. ] store: **laugh loudly** u'll be hea til noon if u want me to tell u all-i love love love ... the mall! so everything [ .093. ] hangout: the mall and starbucks jamba juice-the mall ... and i bet skateland would be fun to hangout at too [ .094. ] fast food: subway-subbywayy and in&out [ .095. ] restaurant: souplantation.fridays.and mi parents restaurant-souplantation and of course my parents restaurant [ .096. ] shape: square-haha square? whered i get that? ... [ .097. ] time of day: night-night [ .098. ] country: USA-the U of the S of the A ... and also europe is hot [ .099. ] state: California-CALI ALL THE WAY! [ .100. ] boys name: dont give-you know what??? david is a hot name. haha k shuddup [ .101. ] girls name: i dont know lol-i looooooveeeee kailynne [ .102. ] mall: northridge & thousand oaks-northridgee and camarillo [ .103. ] video game: i dont care-hahahaha that matching colors game [ .104. ] shampoo: pantene pro v-uh ... [ .105. ] board game: monopoly-monopoly is the shit [ .106. ] computer game: dollhouse dreams lol.-haha sameeee [ .107. ] car: i dont have one-mustangs are hot [ .108. ] music video:a lot-i like green day, gc, sp, mest, hilary duff music videos and also mixtape by butch walker [ .109. ] swear word: fuck-haha i was weird ... i sitll like fuck though [ .110. ] word: kewlio-woah ghetto much? ... um ... retard [ .111. ] month: December-june [ .112. ] cartoon character: batman! he's hot like lol...okayy drawn correctly-BATMAN IS STILL HOT! [ .113. ] scary movie: the ring ... although i habent seen it-war of the worlds is freaking scary [ .114. ] team: LAKERS-LAKERS! [ .115. ] possession: i dont know-my ipod haha WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR.. [ .116. ] eminem: hailie's song-same [ .117. ] dog: scary-cuteeee [ .118. ] hot: colin farrell and usher-billie joe armstrong [ .119. ] britney spears: everytime-same [ .120. ] nsync: justin timberlake-crystal n. haha dont ask [ .121. ] real world: san diego: the shit that should hab been aired on tv-danny is hot! [ .122. ] orange: orange-haha same [ .123. ] choice: ?-bad [ .124. ] ####: 3-fuck [ .125. ] bisexual: vampires-goshhh i was weird. dominic monahaguan(sp) from lord of the rings or billie joe [ .126. ] black: goth-hot topic [ .127. ] icq: icqu-weirdo [ .128. ] insane clown posse: clown-murder! [ .129. ] linkin park: bes band in da world-mike shinoda [ .130. ] jack: three's company-jack and sally [ .131. ] rainbow: colors-gay pride [ .133. ] cucumber: um ... a disgustin thin da i heard sumwhere-arshya [ .134. ] shark: arm-jessica CHOMP [ .135. ] lifehouse: water-ships crashing [ .136. ] bat: cape-man [ .137. ] leather: Angelus-woahh buffy the vampie slayer much? um ... leather coat  [ .138. ] whip: cream-bondage [ .139. ] america: red white & blue-freedom [ .140. ] water: rain-peee [ .141. ] volcano: boom!-lava [ .142. ] rock or rap: rap & rock-rock [ .143. ] rock or pop: rock & pop-rock [ .144. ] rock or r&b:  r&b & rock-rock [ .145. ] rock or metal: rock-rock [ .146. ] rap or pop: rap-rap [ .147. ] rap or r&b: both-r&b [ .148. ] rap or metal: rap-metal [ .149. ] pop or r&b: r&b-same [ .150. ] pop or metal: pop-metal [ .151. ] r&b or metal: r&b-same [ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park-same [ .153. ] tool or korn: korn?-korn [ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: selena-same [ .155. ] hot or cold: hot-hot [ .156. ] winter or summer: winter-summer [ .157. ] spring or fall: spring-same [ .158. ] shakira or britney: Britney-britney [ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem-eminem [ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: no-haha rob zombie has a funny name  [ .161. ] kittie or garbage: garbage-garbage [ .162. ] mtv or vh1: MTV-mtv [ .163. ] buffy or angel: buffy and angel together forever-together forever [ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls-same [ .165. ] football or basketball: basketball-same [ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: summer-this is tiring .. same [ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding-same snowboarders are hot [ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: skateboarding-SKATER DUDES!!!!! [ .169. ] black or white: black-SAMEEE [ .170. ] orange or red: red-redd [ .171. ] yellow or green: yellow-hellow yellow [ .172. ] purple or pink: pink-PINK! [ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot-mudvayne [ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: hot topic-hot topic [ .175. ] inside or outside: outside-outside [ .176. ] weed or alcohol: weeed cuz den i can get high lol-weeeddddd [ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone-cell [ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen-pen [ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: powerpuff girls-same [ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooby doo-same [ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: pokemon-same [ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars? star trek? wth?-haha star wars [ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: piercings-tattoos [ .184. ] prep or punk: punk-punk [ .185. ] slut or whore: arent dey da same?-slut P R i V A T E L i F E [ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no-still no ... jeez im hopeless [ .187. ] do you have a crush: i guess-not really ... [ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: i love a lot of people-all my friends [ .189. ] have you ever been in love: yea-nope [ .190. ] how many people have you liked: a lot and den some mor-yeahh same [ .191. ] who was your first crush: richard... i dink ... but dylan was mi real real crush-truman do! [ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: none-none [ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: none by bf/gf-still none [ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: "my world was black and whit until the day you walked through my door and into my heart" -bullshit =] [ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: scared ob me and hot-haha same answer >< [ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yeah-yeah ... hmm i wonder who my crush was back then [ .197. ] please post it if you do: hell no. already dinks imma stalker-kk i shall ... wait i js remember i dont have a crush! js arshya but hes more of an infatuation ... [.198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yeah-yeah [ .199. ] please post it if you do: nope dont wanna scare you away-k close your eyes though [ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality, but i wouldn't object if he was hot.-sameeee [ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: yeah-... no? whered the yes come from? [ .202. ] are you still friends: yeah-eh? confused here [ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: no-nope [ .204. ] do you smoke weed: hahahahah not yet lol.-haha yeah. lol [ .205. ] ever trip on acid: nope-how oldschool [ .206. ] how about a little x: nope-ecstasy? [ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: nope nope nope-no im a good girl O=] [ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: beer bad ... hey buffy said dat once lol.-gosshhh how scary ... beer bad [ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: no no -me? sissy? puleaze. eep! [ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: i gonna go wif wth?-iceeeeeee [ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: neither. prefer water-wats the diff? [ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: i dont smoke ... much lol js kiddin i dont smoke at all-the cheap kind lol [ .213. ] have you ever drank Hpnotiq: nope-not that i can recall [ .214. ] if yes, when was the last time you got some: n/a-same lol W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER.. [ .215. ] bungee jump: maybe-yeahh [ .216. ] sky dive: yea wif lots ob security safety things-same answer [ .217. ] swim with dolphins: sure why not dey're cute-same [ .218. ] scuba dive: yea ... actually i already did in hawaii it was fun!-did it again! hella fun [ .219. ] go rock climbing: no-hahaha nope i dont like falling and cracking my head [ .220. ] eat crap for $1,000,000: hell yea. picked up crap fo much less ... hell it wasnt even money js stupid points lol.-hell yeah [ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no way in hell-same answer [ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no way in hell-same answer [ .223. ] cross-dress: well ... girls where guy's clothin and its not considere cross dressin ...-haha i stand by my statement [ .224. ] lie to the police: maybe depends on y-it depends ... [ .225. ] run from the police: nope dey'll js catch me and mi parents will get even madder-yeeeeuppp same answer [ .226. ] lie to your parents: every day ... sadly-not lately [ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: yea ... fo money-id do it right now ... haha my last answer made me sound whorish ... [ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: nope-gotta loose half my body and get a new face afore i even consider that and even then itd be no [ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: no dats mean-thats called staling [ .230. ] streak: nope-and make the whole world blind? Y 0 U R F R I E N D S [ .231. ] best friends: um ... pretty much all mi frends-they are all my besterest [ .232. ] known longest: ive known rebecca since pre-school-becca ... [ .233. ] wish you talked to more: andrew and oder frends from nobel-friends from nobel ... and yes andrew is one of them ... [ .234. ] wish you saw more: frends from nobel-friends from nobel and faith although i see kim a lot ... ewww haha jkjk [ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: i donno-ionno [ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: connie lol. jk-*whispers* anna .. haha nawwww ... EMILY! [ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: rebecca. amanda. crystal. benita. dani. anna-becca, amanda, crystal, benita, anna, jess, kimberly, emily, chelly, suzanne ... they all make life so much more intreegin [ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': noo-haha havent even gotten close to the 'next leve' yet [ .239. ] craziest: connie-kimbelry [ .240. ] loudest: connie and charlotte-charlotte and jess [ .241. ] shyest: Anna-anna ... [ .242. ] best hair: danae and sarah and mandy-whose sarah? danae and kim [ .243. ] can always make you laugh: i donno havent laughed ... really laughed in a long time-manda, crystal, becca, anna, jess, kim, sinead [ .244. ] best eyes: dylan? joey?-dylan and joey always [ .243. ] best body: dat guy ... *points*-*still pointing* [ .246. ] most athletic: amy. kim. and guys-ionno [ .247. ] sex symbol: in scool? puleaze i go ta faith da closest ta a sex symbol is wearing ur skirt shorter dan required.-hahaha [ .248. ] hot tempered: christy-sameeee i guess [ .249. ] most impatient: i donno-me! haha [ .250. ] shortest: charlotte ... no offense-*giggle* [ .251. ] tallest: i dont kno-shyang bor is 6 ft tall ... [ .252. ] talented: everyone has talent-pshhh these people have no talents [ .253. ] best singer: britany-i still remember her! ... sinead! [ .254. ] skinniest: every1's skinny-jeeezz annas a freaking stick ... but yeah everyones skinny [ .255. ] nicest: all of my friends are nice.-hah rebecca cuz everyone else is evillllll [ .256. ] best personality: everyone's got da personality-we have no personality [ .257. ] biggest drug user: me! hahaha jk-duhhhhhh HAVE Y0U EVER: [ .258. ] flashed someone: no-same [ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: i guess-haha yeah [ .260. ] been to michigan: no-still havent ... [ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope-not yet .... [ .263. ] skateboarded: no-i wish >< all the hot guys do it [ .264. ] skinny dipped: nope-hah [ .265. ] stolen anything: yes but i gave it back "secretly"-HAHAA I HAVE THE FUNNIEST STORY! [ .266. ] wanted to kick my ### for making this so long: i have no life and dis is fun lol.-yes! jeeez .... i was weird last year [ .267. ] kicked someone's ###: no-why must you put ###? why not js put ass? [ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yea-really? i did? [ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: no broke a gatorade bottle instead-haha i still remember that [ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: no-nope [ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: yea but not on da lips-iseriously do not remember doing that ... [ .273. ] gone on a road trip: yeah-i have???? [ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no-i wishhhhhh [ .275. ] been to a concert: yea-really?!?!?! [ .276. ] been to another country: yea-still agree ... [ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yea in mi head.-yeah and not in my head >< [ .278. ] got pulled over: no-i dont drive yet [ .279. ] got in a car accident: no-i wasnt in the car at the time ... [ .280. ] broke a law: jay walkin?-haha [ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yea it felt good ... he said 'bless you'-same story [ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: hell no-hellno [ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: no ... dont work wif mi parents-same same [ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: nope-no ... [ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend:  nope-no ... [ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: um .. yea one hour rule lol.-one hour rule dude 0 P I N I 0 N S [ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: okay-its cool [ .288. ] about boy bands: um ... 98 degrees onli-98 degrees? psh BACKSTREET BOYS! THEYRE BACK! HELLYA [ .289. ] about flag burning: i dont care. as long as it isnt america's flag-THATS LIke a felony isnt it? and its js ... wrong and scary [ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: bad . BAD! ppl dyin and its stupid cuz where are da wmd?-omg okay its needed right? like if we didnt war them then theyd take over like what happened in london but it gets bad if people like george bush overload it and now people are dying for no reason because WHERE ARE THE WMD? its been like 3 years and we still ahvent found anything ... where osama bin laden? [ .291. ] about suicide: bad. but comes up-the cowardly way out ... [ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: ta go fuck demselves-bigots go fuck yourrself [ .293. ] about abortion: bad .. but its ur choice-its the womans choice ... [ .294. ] about rock/metal music: dey're good-i can relate to it ... and i think its really good music [ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: NY or Paris or still in Cali but famous like or sumdin like dat-24 and out of college ready to go to grad school i hope ... or somewhere romantic ... [ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Amanda Rebecca Crystal Tabitha Chloe-goshhh everyone and chloe? pshh im not friends with her already and its only been a year ... W H A T D I D Y 0 0 H D 0 [ .297. ] last birthday: party at restaurant-mally! [ .298. ] yesterday: scool and yelled at ppl-haha um ... summer school >< and worked [ .299. ] last weekend: watch a cinderella story-watched war of the world [ .300. ] christmas: home-homeeee [ .301. ] thanksgiving: vegas-um ... i forgot [ .302. ] new year's: catalina-fridays? [ .303. ] halloween: trick or treatin at mall-trick or treat! [ .304. ] easter: home-home [ .305. ] valentine's day: nothing-nothinggg how sad T H E L A S T [ .306. ] thing you ate: baked potato-cool it was a potato! [ .307. ] thing you drank: coke-waterrrr [ .308. ] thing you wore: shorts and tank top-jeans and tank [ .309. ] place you went: upstairs-restaurant [ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: my ears -earsssss [ .311. ] person you saw: Rebecca-my dad [ .312. ] person you kissed: none-no one that i can remember [ .313. ] person you ####: what is ####? -is that fucked? [ .314. ] person you talked to: dad he js yelled at me-my dad ... he js yelled ... woahhhhhh [ .315. ] song you heard: #1 Crush-Garbage-Heartache Every Moment-HIM [ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing-nothinggg [ .317. ] what are you drinking: nothing-same [ .318. ] what are you wearing: pj's-jeans and tank [ .319. ] any shoes on: nope-nope =\] [ .320. ] hat: nope-haha nope =] [ .321. ] listening to: buffy the vampire slayer soundtrack-ipod [ .322. ] talking to anyone: crystal-nope im lonely [ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: hahaha no but mi dad is-woah same answer only im pissed to ... is it over yet Y or N [ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: n-n [ .325. ] do you like cows: y-y [ .326. ] are you a b***: n and y depends on day-same [ .327. ] are you artistic: y-y [ .328. ] do you write poetry: y-y [ .329. ] are you a fast runner: kinda y and kinda n-eh ... [ .330. ] can you ski: n-n [ .331. ] are you british: british ppl r kool -same [ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: n i like her n [ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: y lol lol y [ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: y- haha y [ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: um .. i'll try it?-y [ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland: haha maybee or i was. cuz i didnt get it lol.-hell yeah [ .337. ] are you straight: y-y [ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: stupid and insane lol. no-stupid and insane [.339. ] are you nice: y-hahahaha [ .340. ] are you naughty: not dat kind ob naughty lol.-same [ .341. ] are you short: not really-meduim [ .342. ] are you tall: no-no =[ [ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: no-yes [ .344. ] how about orange pants: nope-yeah [ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: haha yea wen wathcin wizard ob oz-same [ .346. ] are you evil: yes ask any1-same [ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: no-...not a hillbilly [ .348. ] is britney a whore: no-nope [ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: where do you get dese questions from?-wtf? im a zombie and im going to take over the world [ .350. ] am i annoying you?: no-YES [ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: no-no [ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: of courseee saturn.-URANUS [.353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: no eww perversion lol.-haha [ .354. ] this is over are you happy now hahah: i have nothing else to do.-REJOICE! SLEEP!

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